lay all your love on me.

a month.

2008-09-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

whoa. yeah its been like a month since i blog. haha. been to damn lazy to do it.

so last see. the last days of august. i guess they were okay. nothing much really happen.
but september haha. it was good

the first week went by. had a suprise like little gathering for brandon's birthday. so i baked him browines and yeah we had fun.sorry for being so vague. my memory span is a bit fuzzy at the moment. maybe it's the lack of sleep and food. anyway continuing on.

its is a month to go to the CONCERT. im soo stressed. i have this horrible nightmares. i'll list them for you
- i am going to get on stage and forget my lines.
- my make-up is going to run because i've been sweating because of the spotlight and i'm going to look like i've been crying.
- i am going to sing the wrong song for that scene
and there are many more. so i wont bore you.

so this past weeks has been good.
FRIENDS
my friends had great moments, but there is really no point like mentioning them because it's like your had to be there kinda thing or you have to be in our group to get the joke. i think we should be medicated cause we come up with the wierdest and craziest shit ever. well that's is my friends and thats why i love them :].

FAMILY
family. everything has been good i guess. only one upset so far. because mum was pissed off when she found out i will not be taking my grade 2 exam this year. but i dont really care cause even my piano teacher said that the students to started around the same time as me arent doing their exams this year.

GUYS
well there are two guys that i love ( as a friends so dont freak out) and who i trust the most and always there for me.
well one of them, we will call him dan. well even thought there is like a age gap. we get along great. well he told me that last week i wont be seeing him when i go back. and i think the convo went something like this:
sammi: why won't i be seeing you?
dan: got better stuff to do.
sammi: better stuff to do then hang out with your childhood friend?
dan: yeah.
sammi : dude. you know how upset i am now.
dan: sorry i didnt meant it like that. i just dont go to new years eve party and the outings we have with the whole gang. like we had when you were back here. anymore.
sammi: so, we can still hang out. not just at news eve. we can just go just like the us and a couple more people.
dan: i dont think you want to hang out with me.
and thats how the convo end. and he hasnt talked to me since. you know who you are. come online. i miss you dude!

another sitution. also about a guy, we will call him marc. i havent spoken to him in 2 weeks. and i miss him.
i miss our daily conversations on msn and just talking about everything. come online!

i think this me staying in australia is not working out me man. i really feel like moving back to singapore. but i know i cant cope with the education process and i have to pick up chinese again!! i mean in p3 i got band 2 if i studied hard and had tution twice a week. the really reason is that i miss the BEST FRIEND SOO MUCH. and i feel like that every month that passes by, we are growing apart and that i going to lose her soon. also all my childhood friends i feel the same way. i want to go back NOWWW!

so alex. 92 days :]

converse :]

2008-08-26T06:07:00.001-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :]

hehe. today was special. cause my beloved darcie gave me her converse. its soo cool man just check it out for yourself . yeah she couldnt wear them anymore to small. and she like. you want them. i was OMG. you serious

and so on. haha anyway. THANKS DARCIE. LOVE YOU BABE xxxxxxx

I'LL KEEP THEM IN PRIME CONDITIONS :]

three.three.three

2008-08-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

on saturday. netball. wasn't that exciting because we always trash this team. so they ball doesn't really come near the defense. so like 40 % of the time i was there talking to emma. cause we kept scoring. so in the end the score was 33- 2. when home and pretty much just like lazed about. haha. i was suppose to do homework but instead. i played halo. how productive am i :]

yesterday went to church. then went to have lunch. then went home and waited for darcie and jamie to come over. so they arrive and we went out for dinner. after like watching rove and juno we decide to do something. because halo got boring and it was still pretty early. so we decide to drink something. so ben and jamie wiped up. gin and some orange juice. YUM YUM. it was really good. but then jamie decided after finish that. to have gin and chocolate milk. he drank 3 cups. NOT SO YUM. then we.. the four amigos just talking about really random stuff. then we put pirates of the caribbean on. and we all fall asleep straight away. gin makes you dozy.

so we had a pupil free day. so me and darcie when to marcs house. cause its his birthday. so we bused it to JOONDALUP shops. and had lunch. marc ghosted 2 people. met met with cinta.abby.leah. jenni. we bought marc his birthday present :] we got him 2 gold fish. haha. yeah. he was soo happy. until he found out that one of his gold fish is like half blind. but he going to be a proud fish owner. his first time having a pet.

i would have like had lots of photos of this day but.. i forgot the camera. SORRY MARC

another week.

2008-08-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

argh. this week. okay. nothing much exciting man. gr. um. this week i got my assignments for digital photography and society and enviro and they make no sense. teacher explainations arent making anything better. and they are due next week. SHIT!

oh. yeah and this week for some reason the guys of my life have suddenly disliked me or are dead. because even tho i did nothing. they are avoiding conversation with me. except leigh tho. hehe :]

so today. netball training was good. cant believe this is my second last training session. god! i going miss KATE.GRACE.DOM. best coaches. so game tomorrow. will be an easy one.

:]

crazy.

2008-08-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

ah! this week. it has had its ups and downs.

MON-FRI
well. it was better than last week. betty was still up to her old tricks but at least she has toned it down a bit. had funny moments with darcie. like normal. avoided my english teacher. like normal. got yelled by mum by not practising my piano enough. like normal. flirting with leigh. like normal. so it was an alright week.

SATURDAY
i played the worst game in netball in my life. the other team is so damn annoying. the umpire picked me up so many times for contact and i didnt even touch my player. i was like at least half a metre away from her. bias fa muffin! um. well at least it went up hill during the night. got to talk to my closest buds for a long time. so that took me off the stupid game.

SUNDAY
went to church. nothing that exciting. then after had lunch at the markets. then went to see movie with darcie. THE DARK KNIGHT. it was good. i shat man. so many shocking moments. i nearly fell of my sit. and darcie did was smile and laugh. haha. probably would have done the same thing anyway. after that went to cousins house for dinner. was so good. yeah then talked to friends on msn. that was pretty much what happen.

wake up call.

2008-08-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

so this week was like serious wake up call. in every department. okay first. school. the last few weeks i've been having fun and not really giving a shit about school. just there to annoy the teachers. then this week i realize that reports were coming. so this week i've been good in class. doing my work and not annoying the teach. i've gone so far that i have actually moved away from my friends in class to pay attention

second.friends.ALEX, DARCIE, EMMA and KRIS. i'm glad they are in my life. i want to say that
they are good-hearted and caring people. they have stuck with me thin and thick. i feel like they are always there staying right next to me. i love you guys so much :] i hope our friendship will be a life-long one.

ANYWAY!

so this past few days this girl. we will call her betty.i thought she was a good friend i could trust. but instead that bitch. goes to leigh (guy i like). flirting with him. doing it, knowing i'm there. sharing personal jokes with him. (haha but that one is kinda back-fired.cause he tells me afterwards). and always says that i like someone else to his face.and going up to me and says it near of leigh that he hates me. and after all of that she thinks i'll just forgive her. cause im easy going. and if she is going to pull something like that again. im going to curse her in many languages (EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW). so now. i really now who i can and who i can trust.

third. family. i have an awesome family. i love love love my cousins. especially BEV. haha she is a riot! she soo crazy sometimes. trying to hook me up with people i havent since in 2 yrs.

haha anyway today we won our netball game. woah woah. i know. this team we bet. we got trashed from them the last time. but today we won by..... ONE. haha 18-17. wow! big differences. anyway after that have surprise party for my grandpa. 70th! so i got to see my 3rd cousin, jason. who i havent seen in like 2 years. and he was annoying me alot. but like how brothers and sisters do. so he was really cool. but had to leave early. so that was disappointed. but alex and darcie talked to me for the last half hour.

scott.ben.bev.jas.me

so choir/church tomorrow. yay. i think? nite :]

happy.

2008-08-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

yay. so this weekend. gay and good . lost netball game. could have won. but didnt. lost by 4 points. slept over auntys house. fun. we had a great time. we went a bit psyco. cause her dog kept chasing us. because he ran inside the house. hehe. so that was saturday.

sunday was great. after church. went to watch my brother's game. and who happens to be there? Leigh. apparently he likes me ( i dont whether thats true. cause thats what people told me). he cute and really funny. and i love his irish accent :]. anyway it was pretty cool. talk to him about half an hour. until his friends came over. because they finished their match. and ben was about to start play.

so thats how it led to today. the whole time during class. his friend jordan was teasing us. calling us boyfriend, girlfriend. and everything he would loook in my direction and vise verse. jordan would shout out how times we would look at each other. and now theres a rumour in the classroom. that he may ask me out. well. i may say yes. cause who knows how long i have to wait until CRUSH asks me out.

o yeah. and after a week. kristian is online. he says my blog name is lame.
anyway kristian hope you recover from your unfortunate food poisoning :)

life.is a bitch!

2008-07-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

okay since i have no time to talk now. cause i'm not suppose to be on here. but i will just give the short term form

- some wrong with good friend and she not telling everyone for some reason. we try cheering up ! :] not working :[

- for some reason its bad to talk to some in class. even if your ask for help.
so son of monkey spank english teach (she thinks that i'm acting like that because i give 2 fucks about my education and she thinks that im a idiot for acting so). gave a call to the parents. and boy did they get mad. like boiling water

- got reports coming out next week. if dont get good grades ( in parents words - ABOVE FUCKING AVERAGE!) i'm not going to SG.

so if you think your life sucks. try living through mine first!

splash splash.

2008-07-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

so.today. i'am really angry at the media! in the morning. they said that today it would be partly cloud.fine. so i decide just to wear a tank top under my uniform in cased it got cold. then when i reached school. it was pouring down with rain. not happy. so there i am stuck in school for the next 6 hours, freezing my butt of. but by the end of the day it started to get better. took really awsome photos in digital photograph (will be up soon) and my dear dear friend darcie said she is bring me along to her band practice this weekend. and guess who happens to be in her band? CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH! now the only thing is. if mum and dad allow me to go to sun-set mass instead of morning mass. toodles for now :]

don't mock. i look bad in school uniform!

Runway UMBRELLA!

love. is somewhere in the air.

2008-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

first blog. all this could have happen with the help of the best friend. THE ONE AND ONLY ALEX! thanks a lot babe.
i own you :]

okay. this weekend. was well. let's say very eventful. lets start off with Jenni's party. to be honest i wasn't really looking forward to it because she invited 2 guys that just make my blood boil. they are soo freaking immature! anyway continuing. so after 45 minutes into the party we all decided to just sit and chat. so i sat next to Luke.
great guy. funny.cute. anyway. since there was was like 18 of us we were practically sitting on top of each other. but at least some smart people, got off the couch and sat on the floor. so there i am sitting next to Luke. he then puts his arms around me. i notice. and thats normal cause he does that from time to time. then eventually everyone notices. so everyone again squeezes on the couch. so at the end of this shuffling, half of my body is practically on his. there is Jenni's sister and her friends. so when everyone got up to dance. me and Luke stayed behind to talk. then her sister comes and whispers to us. "hey dudes. no going to the bedrooms." me and Luke look at each other and couldn't stop blushing. so then we both got up. i went to the dance floor and he just stood there watching. so that was saturday.

SUNDAY. choir. i didnt really want to go cause there is this guy. i like him. like him since umm.. let me think . i dunno but probably the first time i ever talked to him. he hasnt been to choir for 3 weeks so i only get to see him once a week. and we get only great. tell each other problems, secrets. basically EVERYTHING. so i missed him so much. so then today. no one knew that he was come. so he appeared out of nowhere. so one of the girls min-lee came running up to and said "hey sam. CRUSH is back, go hug him" ( she is the only there that knows i like him). so i was blushing and he kinda heard it. so i was just standing there. and i saw him and he started walking to me. so i started walking to him. cause he is soo damn tall. he bent down and gave me a hug. i've been happy even since. cause you see he isnt the type to give his hugs freely only to the people. he is really close to. so..who knows... what will happen this week